confession of a notsoGOOD Daughter.

      my last post was dated January 14, 2012. 3 days before my father's flight. today, February 06, 2012. Time fly so fast. i had new addictions, new experiences to be noted on my diary, yes I have a diary! and lose someone that I knew was a good choice.

     this will start my confession. Last December (I don't know and don't want to remember the date) 2011, I met a guy. Tall, Dark, athletic features, and yes, a nice man, but lot of vices and others i cannot mention. Last week of December, I suddenly fell in. He's so sweet. Yeah, we are so sweet then.


January 23, 2012. Chinese New Year. Monday. 11 pm. Me and my mom had a talk, lasted for 1 hour. Me and my sister had a talk lasted for minutes. Eyes bulging from tears. Air I cannot exhale. Slow heart pumps. Shuttered.

name it, that's me that time. January 24, my filing day at DFA. 6 clients. hundreds of walk in applicants. 7 Liaison Officers and 10+ Government employees. My eyes were still in bulge.

February 03. I call it an end.

It's funny and very nice to know that I will still choose my family before him. I'm 20 years old, and still a baby.